THE ISLAND

I should go and get the get right of all the girls that I did like

And tell them to keep the lips tight I like my women at midnight

I like all my liquor straight up and down the hatch so dont wait up

But then the more that I take up I think that my friends are made up

I think Im a fucking phantom and me and this pen are stranded

I strangle this motherfucker til I get to leave the planet

At least this island Im on I need to seek out asylum

Inside of asylums a mental patient dying in silence

Tell my dreams to toppled bottles now im tied to these tyrants

I need a busty bitch to turn out alcohol to confide in

I never wanna slide out on hiatus in my hideout

But then I think of girls Im missing then I wanna ride out

Im like this is a prison isnt it I just ride with it live with it

I should die with some dignity fucking dimes fuck identities

Aint got time I got enemies instead of jumping in bed with me

Fray that denim on bended knee guillotine give that head to me

 

HOOK

Its like I ride all alone on this little island Im on

Slide in this bed I made and lie all alone

Now you dont recognize my voice or know that Im on the phone

Im on the island bye for now Ill try to make it back home

 

I’ve been thinking since Ive been gone Ive been drinking since I went away

from days of living day to day and never beyond

my life a fucking disaster pass me a glass for a bastard

because I picked up the habit didnt have money to have it

I think of thick girls and stabbing now that Im drinking this rabid

But then I never get at it cuz Im at work in the cabin

Inhabit it and manufacture scenes Ive had in my dreams

They say that being all alone can only be a bad thing

I think Im acting like a man that wants to be the one king

So I dont know about the joy they tell me that the sun brings

I just be here grinding with the time that Im finding

Hiding out like its a crime Im afraid to sleep and lose control of my time

Playing catch up trynna overcome the time I lost expelling everyone

And isolate myself in smoke I think Im over them

Im over you Im out for mine get all thats overdue or die

Cuz all the years dont come back and there aint no way to hit rewind

 

HOOK

Its like I ride all alone on this little island Im on

Slide in this bed I made and lie all alone

Now you dont recognize my voice or know that im on the phone

Im on the island bye for now Ill try to make it back home

 

Maybe I dont know what love is or joy what all the above is

Maybe Im buzzin maybe Id rather be dead if I wasnt

Supposed to die a failure a fucking fool followed all his dreams

and fallin off a roof cuz I couldnt be what I saw in dreams

my sacrifices wasted went insane for nothing tried to taste it

on my mind cant be replaced hope paper planes can change my placement

days I spent locked up inside my room and going out my mind

my time dried out on pages delusions that I could turn the tide

Im paranoid for me and this pen they plot to dishonor us

so every line weve written dies beside us signed anonymous

cuz we poured all we had out now theres nothing left inside of us

the biggest fear is thinking that nobody here will honor us

them bridges burn now im forgotten quickly running out of options

drink alone my livers rotten lips and liquor interlocking

bitter taste of life Ive gotten I cant stop the rain from dropping

thunder claps the neighbors knocking

no one’s home to let the cops in

 

HOOK

Its like I ride all alone on this little island Im on

Slide in this bed I made and lie all alone

Now you dont recognize my voice or know that Im on the phone

Im on the island bye for now Ill try to make it back home

 

 

STIFF LIQ & LUST

She played it cool

but in my mind I knew she wanted it

she capitulated after this instance and dishonored it

and this point theres no way we was ever gon' get out of it

its all this stiff ass liquor and this lust and theres a lot of it

its the lipstick on her lips and where they go the trace of it

its the lighting of the cannabis we off in space a bit

its the knocking back the fire water straight the taste of it

sharing liquids of our love or of our lust in place of it

pulling on me through my pockets

my mits on her maximus

and put an axe in a broken promise to practice abstinence

locking lips amidst an intoxicated apocalypse

its animal magnetism we attracted to opposites

she said shes taken I said he doesnt need to know anything

So bring that big ass here because this thing here is not lessening

A metal ring she slips off and prevents it from meddling

She sees her celly lets it ring cant be talked into settling

 

HOOK

Its the stiffest liquor and this lust

And all them days without your touch

Im in this haze and I cant clutch

A love thats vapor thats my luck

Your love is vapor thats my luck

 

Shes rolling over sleepy hollow satisfied I haunted it

I didnt have to twist her arm to turn the rims move on a bit

or flip the page then double back deciding to hold on to it

the two of us are conquering the nearest foreign consulate

Im taken to taking you to exotic towns to consummate

In the face of god and all the laws of love we couldnt consecrate

Twist our tongues together drunk discussing our philosophies

Discussing honesty its like she licks her lips and lies to me

This stiff ass liquor and this lust is breaking her monotony

Her needs are pleased by me in spite of vows to heed monogamy

Her spouse develops antitrust from bouts of her dishonesty

My nemesis would premise surrender of my monopoly

Too many years of poverty picking off peoples property

Got me so I aint sharing shit do away with dichotomy

Hoarding all the commodity killing this new economy

This whole time thought she needed me

She just needed autonomy

 

HOOK

Its the stiffest liquor and this lust

And all them days without your touch

Im in this haze and I cant clutch

A love thats vapor that’s my luck

Your love is vapor thats my luck

 

Then I started treating her good and she wasnt having that

Pulling slowly away from me now her time is an artifact

Then I started treating her bad and I think that got her back

She gets wet from neglect and she likes it when I dont call her back

She says Im changing and I need to listen some Im getting some

What more do I need than pulling her clothes off while we sipping rum

If it aint broke dont fix it cuz to fix it is dumb

And being caught in my possession ensures this shit is done

But shes unraveling with me when she gets twisted and runs

So who inside of this triangle is the duplicitous one

She crying ripping off her ring Im falling for a lifer

The ship is sinking at the periscope I try to sight her

She fled at night without the ring I bought her to unite us

And I dont think about it cuz I miss how nice that life was

Now all my love goes up in vapors while I sleep with vipers

Said all my love goes up in vapors while I sleep with vipers because…

HOOK

Its the stiffest liquor and this lust

And all them days without your touch

Im in this haze and I cant clutch

A love thats vapor thats my luck

Your love is vapor thats my luck

 

PAPER PLANES

Its like late at night Im burning ganj

Fresh outta work a working man

A work in progress I got problems

Gotta overcome my monsters

Never trade away my time

It fades away like ties of mine

In smoke lit fire with my hands

It’s late at night Im burning ganj

These girls dont tire of all my nonsense

Victims for my fickle fondness

Lay the pipe then I got plans

So say it right Im not your man

But when youre lonely you be wishing I was there

And when Im lonely I be wishing you was there We cant prepare

We cant prohibit the pull of our passions

Do the things we imagined

Make up for things we never had

At last it makes sense to grab it

Because I suffered to have it dont get it through magic

So Ive been here grindin imagine a maverick

Im getting dramatic

Im moving up outta the mitten

You call me for nothing but static

Maybe Im mad and I give it away

But I dont give a fuck when Im feeling this pain

So follow my heart compensate with my brain

Aint nothing changed all this shit been the same

As I get more hardened with all of my problems

And coming up with different ways I can solve em

Please pass me the glass and then pour me some blame

And then pardon me while I go make paper planes

 

HOOK

I wanna taste a little fame

Before I face my day to die

But someones always there

To say my dreams are just a waste of time

But I know they wont ever change

Their chains make them afraid to fly

They hoping I go down in flames

While riding paper planes of mine

 

It’s late at night Im burnin ganj

With empty pockets pots and pans

I beat on them my lifes melodic

Plotting on exotic lands

Got paper planes a pilot a pen that I push hypnotic plans

My paying jobs robotic fuck em all

Ill be a rocket man

And disappear in smoke from the fire I lit with my hands

While the whole world misunderstands me

Late at night Im burning ganj

I set out for the source of my misery but my lifes to blame

I sacrifice my name for the future good its the price of fame

Had thoughts of how much time remains

Lines on my face lifes not a game

And I thought mine would never change

How could I not make paper planes

More bodies to bury thats to say more people are dead to me

And now nobody knows my whereabouts or identity

Cuz Im working without clout in clouds of vapor

And this thing I undertake to gain a life I made up

All by making planes from paper

Burning ganj and riding vapors out this nightmare wanna wake up

Lifes a bitch but Ima grab a paint brush

Get that girl some makeup

 

HOOK

I wanna taste a little fame

Before I face my day to die

But someones always there

To say my dreams are just a waste of time

But I know they wont ever change

Their chains make them afraid to fly

They hoping I go down in flames

While riding paper planes of mine

 

Its like late at night I leave a life I loathe and wanna stay the night

I love the sight it looks like me and her are making love tonight

She chews me up and spits me out and thats like what my loves about

And thats like all my blood and sweat on paper planes to raise up out

Got tables turning now I pity you and all your backward burdens

Your absurdity its late at night im puffin ganj is burnin

Burning me and them to ash their names are now just words to me

Im pouring out this fuckin glass for those who know me currently

You never knew me aint no way that you could do that truly

Only fool yourself you keep on thinking that you really knew me

I say your name is just another word I never use the blame is mine

My mind on ways that I could fly but never you

I’m guessing that you know me now and now you never knew me

Whats your name again you have to tell that to me

Every day became a new me

And when I tell you that your name is just a sound

I bet you find out that you never knew me but you know me now

THE PHOENIX

When people arent quite who they seem

I know that youre my beauty queen

Too hot for me too hot for us

A phoenix too much heat to touch

Im satisfied to spend my days

Self immolated in your blaze

You keep me at a distance though

I crumble slowly in the cold

She says her loves a sin shed give but sips incinerate the soul

And thats the last Id see of her the final time I couldnt know

Now everywhere I look for love her sabotage is found again

I flee but each new town I’m in she burns it all on down again

 

HOOK

I piece together brand new teams

When people arent quite who they seem

Though other girls will fill your jeans

Youll always be my beauty queen

 

Each escape I keep my courage

Though these feet wont see me flourish

Suffered loss I wander lost

And now my heart pumps permafrost

But this new girl I nominate

Controls my mind and dominates

Is it a con I contemplate

She warms my heart it condensates

We must maintain our secrecy

Spend time to sync our frequencies

And I been thinking we should leave

Rebuild in shade no phoenix sees

The phoenix flies a thousand miles on wind to pop the cloud Im in

I fall into a town of trim

She burns it all on down again

 

HOOK

I piece together brand new teams

When people arent quite who they seem

Though other girls will fill your jeans

Youll always be my beauty queen

 

I of all have fallen for phoenix

I cant call my beauty queen

But every bitch I can see now is just a fucking remix

(I) find you in these rhymes Ive written

(you) rise up in my mind Im smitten

Every single time Im sippin

Puffin pining in my prison

Thoughts of you keep haunting me

Cuz youre right where I wanna be

And now Im on the run again alone

Youre sabotaging me

Im burning up them Michelins

The phoenix flies through Michigan

I find new loves in towns Im in

You burn em all on down again

 

HOOK

I piece together brand new teams

When people arent quite who they seem

Though other girls will fill your jeans

Youll always be my beauty queen

MADMAN

Money is a madman I be thinking of that money when im with the sandman

I be thinking I got money fitted in my damn hands

Wake up with a lack of money lint up in my damn hands

Liquor in my damn plans

Im a fucking bad man drinking up this liquor all alone until its gone so I dont feel like such a mad man

And I dont feel so bad about the shit I never had man

Living with a lack of money wishing on the sand man

Money is the devil I need money in my damn hands

Cant live without the devil meddeling in my damn plans

Liquor burning me down im turning into a mad man

Its the only thing in this world that I ever had man

I dont wanna die without things that I never had man

I didnt wanna live this deprived now im a madman

And this sickness been progressing the pressure been pressing

Im a twister in the wind and the tempest tipping in this direction

 

HOOK

Money is a madman

Maybe im a sad maybe im a bad

Maybe my better half battles my bad

Im a madman

 

Lack of money make a nigga attack for money come up off your stack of money

Out here trynna stackup money go to bed with stacks of honeys

Keep a bitch like back up money just forget my lack of money

Back up on the bad man madame

Feeling better than money up in my damn hands

Pussy is popping a lot of it up in my damn plans

Liquor bottles allotted swallowed up by the mad man

Bitches that holla hollowed out have I been a bad man

Money bitches on the brain no other way to take the pain

Im burning up in liquid flames burn down that man that I became

The last time that im willing ot be driven mad for money things we didnt have

No wealth reserved for you and life is corporate servitude I laugh

And I go on and on with my futile cause and they call me mad

Fuck who I lose along the path for this cash so the call me bad

Shed all the bonds I used to have and live my dreams out like im mad

Have everything I ever wanted no one that I used to have

 

HOOK

Money is a madman

Maybe im a sad maybe im a bad

Maybe my better half battles my bad

Im a madman

 

Now that my manufactured happiness in capitalism

Captured the finest cat that I can catch the passion im sipping

With shades of women that straddle the prism now that im living

I aint that guy you knew I got it now and now im a villain

Chasing the ass around on kush that make me crash through the ceiling

Chemical rapture keep it coming cuz you know what comes after

Gravity compels me back to hell to dwell with you bastards

And then I know that I cant form attachments beckon the blaster

Looking at the man in the mirror he doesnt know me now

I pull it out it goes pow another hero goes down

And now im half a man with money never peace

A mad embattled beast I found out cash it wont cure sadness

Wheres the sandman let me sleep

Cuz when this money abandons me

Am I back in my sanity

Am I cursed in my vanity

Am I mad am I damned to be waking up mad and wishing Id be back in my dreams

I prefer my dreams to real life what the fuck does that mean

I think that money is a madman…

 

LOVE IN VAIN

Ive been rock and rollin with your bitch

Ill give her back she wasnt stolen I was throwed

And it was just the aftermath of our enrollment

He begged her for lies and she told them

And me and her bouncing around because we dont got no one

He thinking his bitch is a trip and she on one

A bitch thats more down nigga I never known one

And that goes to show maybe we dont know no one

Now he trynna be a detective and know some

He dont know this girl she could never be no nun

His queen wanna give me the crown I dethrone her

And then she tells me she thinks hes never known her

She wanna go back to the places Ive flown her

She want me cuz I never wanted to own her

Cuz I think sometimes its best not to know no one

Then I go and treat her like Ive never known her

And discard the baggage I live like a loner

And she gon’ come back anytime that I want her and bring marijuana

I take away all of her pain cuz Im just like a drug on her brain

He thinks she love him but she wanna love me in vain

Conquered her heart in my reign that and her brain

She thinks she loves me she complains

I try to feel something in vain

But I cant feel nothing in vain

My memories of her up in flames

This jet fuel I drink circulates through my veins

Im finding her boring this bitch is too plain

Im trynna quit this and be through playing games

(but) she falls on her knees Im her god praise his name

While I got my needs and she loves me in vain

 

HOOK

In the night she wanna be with the one that she love in vain

Love and pain all her blood on my hands cuz she played the game

 

We rock and rollin she freely give up them goods she wasnt stolen

Rum was flowin hes haunted by images of our enrollment

I let her go back but the pussy is mine

Her heart is in pieces you keep what you find

The things that shell do for a piece of my time

Should get her locked up cuz that shit is a crime

I barely speak to her bring out the freak in her

She wanna be a bad bitch in my rhyme

Left all these girls in pain they been too fuckin plain

And I think theyre to blame knowing they love me in vain

Knowing thats not why I came

Knowing I live on this island alone

 in the end wont have no one to care that im gone

so for now with the youth I have left in my bones let me reign

Im her pleasure and pain and Im reigning all over her brain

She mimics my rhythm my words and the way that I spit em

I skip out her life on a train she sees we aint the same

I had taken my cut of her love every time that she came

Cutting her up with no shame back to her man to be put back together the same

as before but she loves me in vain

my love like war but she loves me in vain

she just wants more so she falls on my sword

picture her on all fours soakin wet on the floor

beggin me that I bring her the pain

we aint got no goddamn shame

riding round shining ignoring his pain

that girl love me with the blood in her veins

and he love that girl while she loves me in vain

 

HOOK

In the night she wanna be with the one that she love in vain

Love and pain, all her blood on my hands cuz she played the game (in vain)

 

 

 

LOVE LIES

You make me wanna mix my dreams and genes from things Ive seen in those

You make me wanna leave my girl and be with you and she dont know

I freeze her out my seasons spent with sentiments of needing you

and all those things that she cant do or she cant be I see in you

looking at her like Im looking in your eyes she tries to triangulate where my love lies

mind in the clouds like your love is above skies then I get that if I think that Im so wise

why cant I concentrate contemplate comply how did it come to me giving her no time

I used to love her in this long ago time now im the ghost that is giving her love lies

 

HOOK

And every time I say I love you too thats the disguise of love lies

And when I kiss you I incriminate myself with all my love lies

I lose my chance at love at night when I lose sight of where true love lies

And shes a puzzle piece to help me find where in the world [my love lies]

 

So I spin a globe and go to where my finger (is) at when spinning slows

And isolate ourselves where no one needs to know

And then I spot exotic women my love in the wind again

And then you know my heart had flown t-minus minutes then we end

You cry why cant I look you in your eyes you try to triangulate where my love lies

I cant control it you hope that my love dies so I dont run around ripping up those ties

That I cant consecrate counterfeit comprise why cant I ever put our needs above mine

Love in the wind and it took it above skies when I blow by I be giving you love lies

 

 

HOOK

And every time I say I love you too that’s the disguise of love lies

And when I kiss you I incriminate myself with all my love lies

I lose my chance at love at night when I lose sight of where true love lies

And she’s a puzzle piece to help me find where in the world [my love lies]

 

So I take a drive with shades on when the sun would shine

And your feet hanging out the ride and Styrofoam with rum inside

As my fingers slip through the breeze I plot on ways to please your needs

Cuz I know how you like that love and crave it like fiends fight back drugs

Is it a crime that you get this addicted? If that is so then my love is illicit

Shift it then acquaint me with your lipstick kissing an anarchist pushing the pistons

You know that Im gifted (you) wonder how you could have all my love this quick

(you) wonder if youll be the one that I stick with looking at those eyes

Or are you fooling yourself and you fall for my love lies

 

HOOK

And every time I say I love you too that’s the disguise of love lies

And when I kiss you I incriminate myself with all my love lies

I lose my chance at love at night when I lose sight of where true love lies

And shes a puzzle piece to help me find where in the world [my love lies]